I had a personal epiphany this weekend. For a long time I've struggled with my faith. Not simply with what I believe, but more and more if I believed anything at all. My parents weren't regular church goers, and my father at least never tried to tell us , "this is how it is and that is what you will believe", he always tried to nurture free will in us in every aspect of life, especially that one. He told us, "In the end you may not find what you want, but if you do you will have the knowledge that you found the path yourself and will have a stronger faith for it."
I think the thing that I had found up until this point was that we live in a flawed planet full of flawed people who use religion to both ensnare and destroy each other. There are passages in the Bible that are beautiful and pure, and then are completely contradicted in another section. There are hundreds of denominations for the same exact faith and far too often, they rip at one another over who's right!
So, then comes the years worth of questions. Why is the book so contradictory? How can people of nearly every religion, take the same exact text of words and interpret them so very differently and why? What purpose does that serve other then anarchy?
Well, I've been reading a book on Socrates, and in it he is debating another man about impiety and piety and one of the questions he ask is, What makes something pious or impious, and who determines what makes them that way? The man replies that the gods determine piety and impiety and that is when I had my eureka moment!
I folded the book and asked myself, what part of faith are you actually having doubts and troubles with? Hmm. More simply put (even in my own head I can be a bit slow to get the point) do you believe in god? I mean, that's what it all comes down to doesn't it, do you or don't you? And without hesitation I knew the answer was yes, I believe there is a god, or being, or deity, whatever you call the entity. Equally quick I realized I've never lost faith in that, from the time I was a tiny child to today that's been there.
It's my faith in man that I struggle with, and that was my epiphany. Because in the end, all the holy text from every religion had to be filtered through man didn't they? I'm not saying the words weren't given to someone from on high, but did that someone write every copy of each text? Did they interpret each part that someone found vague? No. Man interprets, man translates, man chooses which sections to include and what to destroy. It is man that learned to profit by peoples faith in a higher being, thus finding ways to twist things to be used for their gain.
Hoosier~
(I promise I will work on reigning my post back in a bit, I'm getting a tad long winded lately
)
I agree with you about the Bible contradicting itself. I used to be a religious child. My family (minus my dad) and I would go to Church every Sunday, without fail. My Nana and Papa were heavily into it, and still are. I have never met anyone with a stronger faith than my Nana. But somewhere along the way, I don't know when it was, I simply lost interest. I don't know if it was just teenage rebelion or more. I saw no sense in the preachings that they did. And now I still don't even know what I believe. But, like you, I do believe that there is a higher being. I just don't follow one certain religion or really call myself a religious person. But it is wonderful that you found clarity for yourself
I like your epiphany!
The bible contradicts (or appears to) itself depending on who is interpreting and when and for what purpose, through what perspective. I am alternately amused and frustrated with the disagreements between even the Christian denominations in matters of interpretation. The mind of mankind is a capricious thing, truly. Fortunately the mind of God is not.
Nice posting! These are words of wisdom that any Christian should understand if they have actually read the Bible and know the history of how it was constructed. There are plenty of contradictory phrases througout the Bible. Many of the books of the OT are contradicted in the NT. There are discrepancies betweent the Gospels, such as the telling of the story of the resurrection. Each tells a slightly different story and contradicts the other as to who was present. But then, is that just a matter of perception of the writer? The Bible as it exists today is a compendium of books, writings, letters decided by the early Catholic church as to what would make up the Bible. Other Gospels were rejected. Some writings were changed. For over 1000 years, before the printing press, the writings were done by scribes, who often used their own translations and interpretations. What a particular word meant when used in the Greek, Aramaic, Latin, or Hebrew, may have a completely different meaning when translated into English. (for example, how Pope Gregory turned the word for "companion" as describing Mary Magdelene into "prostitute"). For me, as a believer, it is very difficult to simply pick up the Bible, read a passage, and say "ahh this is what this means in today's world." It's not as simple as that, and requires an understanding of the linguistic effects over the years. Unfortunately, with many Christians there is no understanding of how centuries of control by the Catholic church have altered the original writings. This isn't a knock on the Catholic church, just an observation of historical fact. I do believe the Bible to be the inspired Word of God. But I also believe you have to use reason and intellect when reading it.
Hoosier,
For me, the main point of the contradictions aren't the literal written contradictions, ie. one guy says the sky is blue another says the sky is aquamarine with hints of purple.
That there is one God who is known to his followers by many names. They have multi-faith, multi-denomonational services and for their embracing of everyone equally and with love, I have the greatest of respect for them. I just can't think of their name, which is sad.